When he was in junior high school, Chu Shici realised that he was gay and a 0.
When he was young and ignorant, he once imagined that one day there would be a handsome and fierce 1 who would confess his love to him domineeringly.
Because there is no one he likes, the handsome guys he imagined in his mind are all European and American male stars with a mosaic face.
After being saved by a strange little brother in the park, fantasising about his boyfriend’s face finally has a place.
Today, fantasy becomes reality.
When he woke up, there was a handsome man with a good figure, who was at least 20 whether in terms of age and length, said domineeringly to him: “You are mine, don’t go out and find other men.”
If it weren’t for the system screaming [He said it! He said it!], Chu Shici would still think he was dreaming.
He was stunned for a long time, his heart beating too fast, “Yan-ge, what do you mean?”
Su Zheyan lowered his eyes and said calmly, “literally.”
Chu Shici took a deep breath: “Do you want to date me?”
A trace of surprise flashed in Su Zheyan’s eyes, “I don’t want to.”
“Then why did you say that to me just now?”
“Possessiveness.”
Su Zheyan narrowed his eyes slightly and pressed his wrist: “Remember, you are mine. You were my robot before, but after becoming a human, you should also be mine. You are not allowed to find men outside, I will not allow you to.”
Chu Shici took some time to understand what he said, “So Yan-ge, what you mean is that you don’t like me, and you don’t plan to fall in love with me. I’m not allowed to contact other men, and the two of us will be single together for the rest of our lives?”
It seemed that he felt that he was too domineering, so Su Zheyan turned his head away, his eyes averting a little.
After being questioned by Chu Shici, he lowered his face and raised the corners of his mouth to show a mocking smile, “You are so eager to sell yourself out as soon as you become a human being, you really…”
He held it back for a long time, but he didn’t come up with a suitable adjective. Instead, his pale cheeks flushed.
Chu Shici was a little sad just now because of the sudden ups and downs, but seeing Su Zheyan shy like this, he was so tickled that he almost laughed out loud.
Su Zheyan gave him a cold look, got up and wanted to leave the capsule.
Chu Shici quickly grabbed his wrist, “Yan-ge, I didn’t laugh at you, don’t be angry. I’m gay, and am a single male. I tend to think wildly. I can probably guess what you mean. You feel that the alphas on Desolate Star are all very dangerous. You are afraid that I will be with them regardless of your worry.”
Su Zheyan looked down.
The light in the capsule cabin shone on Chu Shici’s short yellow hair, which was so bright it was reminiscent of sunflowers and sunlight.
Further down, there are a pair of exquisite eyebrows and eyes. There was a faint smile in those light brown eyes.
“I’ve been by Yan-ge’s side for a long time, and I’m used to excellent people like you. I don’t like the men outside. Yan-ge, instead of worrying about me being cheated by a scumbag, you should worry about whether I won’t be able to resist the temptation one day and eat up this patch of grass* by the side of our nest.”
*(( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° ))
Su Zheyan stopped breathing for a moment, and he opened his mouth as if to say something.
His voice was too low for Chu Shici to hear clearly, and just as he was about to ask, Su Zheyan left without saying a word.
Before leaving, he deliberately stuffed the diary in his arms, so as not to give Chu Shici a chance to peek at it
Chu Shici leaned against the wall, the smile on his face gradually disappeared.
The system that got up early in the morning and waited for candy with a bowl, saw that there was no progress in his CP, dropped the bowl, and went back cursing to catch up on sleep.
Chu Shici ate quietly, his eyes fell on his right leg, and those noisy voices appeared in his mind again.
‘The cripple is still picky, if someone wants to sleep with you, that’s good.’
‘I like to come from behind, can you kneel on the bed?’
Chu Shici looked down at the tattoo on his arm, recalling those people’s bruised nose and swollen face, he pursed his lips and chuckled.
While eating, he sighed to the system, ‘Brotherhood between straight men is really fatal to a little gay like me, just now I thought Yan-ge was sweet talking to me. Forget it, the matter of getting rid of my single status can only be left for the next world.’
The system drank black tea, [No, I have read the next world information, the male protagonist is underage.]
‘The first world has no CP, and the second world is underage. The shous of the quick transmigration novels fall in love in every world, and a bunch of men become jealous of him. I don’t care, I want NP* too.’
*(NP means harem)
[What else can you do besides complaining to me, An innocent gong who gets shy easily like Su Zheyan is still so hard for you to take down, and you still want NP. My dear host, it is important to have self-awareness.]
Su Zheyan sat outside the capsule, and pulled out the small paper heart that had been stuck in the diary.
He held it in his hand and looked at it for a long time, then secretly put it on his lips and kissed it for a moment. Then he lowered his head, covering his flushed cheeks.
___
According to Eve, the Mastermind hid herself in a pit in the southeast of the Desolate Star.
In Eve’s suicide note, she explained the principle of the black stone in detail, with tens of thousands of words in it, mixed with various terms.
Su Zheyan only felt that he was reading a heavenly book, and racked his brains to guess. It seems that there is some element in this black stone, the content is higher than other black stones, so it can completely destroy the defence system set by the Mastermind.
He will never forget what Chu Shici said to him when he described this passage to Ah Ci.
Yan-ge, after we leave Desolate Star, we can partner up to open a cultural limited company. ‘
‘I don’t know how to.’
‘Me neither, but our knowledge on culture is limited.’
‘…’
‘It is also possible to operate tourism projects.’
‘Tourism?’
‘Desert Cultural Tours.’
‘…’
Thinking of the conversation at that time, Su Zheyan glanced at Chu Shici who was staggering from the corner of his eye, pursed his lips and hummed softly, “Idiot.”
Chu Shici looked at him blankly, and Su Zheyan walked faster, leaving him behind. All Chu Shici could see was a slender back and a pair of red ears.
They had to rush to the next town before dark, and he was always worried that the hero would think that he was wasting time by walking slowly.
But Su Zheyan didn’t say anything, just watched him quietly with those blue eyes.
Chu Shici could see that under Su Zheyan’s indifferent and arrogant appearance, there was a delicate and gentle heart.
Still cold like an ice carving.
Such a fine piece of grass dangled next to his nest every day. Chu Shici was very greedy but didn’t have the guts to chase after it.
On the way to town, they encountered several more waves of Eternal Life Technology teams.
The destination of those teams was the deep pit in the southeast. They knew that they were not Su Zheyan’s opponent, and there was no conflict between the two sides.
As they approached the town, another team passed by and stopped them.
Su Zheyan blocked Chu Shici behind him, and a fighter from Eternal Life Technology walked out of the group, “Are you General Su?”
He is an alpha, and he exudes a faint sandalwood fragrance.
“It’s not foggy tonight, and the alpha criminals in the town will hold a night market. They haven’t eaten meat for a long time, and they’ve gone crazy. The person behind you is a beta? He looks too much like an omega, you’d better not bring him into the city. “
Although they are all betas, Su Zheyan has sharp eyebrows, with the words: ‘not to be messed with’ written all over his body.
Chu Shici’s face was tender and well-behaved. Some people said before that he looked like a little puppy. For this reason, he specially dyed his yellow fur and tattooed it, trying to make himself more fierce.
He sighed, the tattoo on his arm was useless. He should have shaved his head and tattooed dragons on his face.
Thinking of the inconvenience, Chu Shici whispered in Su Zheyan’s ear: “Yan-ge, why don’t I turn into a robot for a while. When I leave the city tomorrow, I will turn back into a human being.”
Su Zheyan grabbed his wrist, ignored the people facing him, and pulled him towards the city.
The combatants looked at each other in blank dismay, and the leader tried to dissuade him again, “General Su, we are going to the city tonight, why don’t we go together!”
Su Zheyan didn’t slow down until he could no longer see those people.
Chu Shici bumped his head against his back, “Yan-ge, I’ll transform back into a robot. Don’t worry, I can transform back at any time.”
Su Zheyan gave him a deep look, “You asked me earlier, is it better to be a robot or a human.”
Chu Shici was stunned for a while, and his heart was beating a little faster: “Why did you mention this all of a sudden?”
“It’s true that robots are more portable. I can list many advantages, but you are human. You ask me that kind of question, which means you want me to reaffirm your identity as a human.”
Chu Shici stopped breathing.
He couldn’t tell what he was expecting, he could only hear his own hoarse voice ask, “Then what do you… think of me?”
“Very good”
“Are you talking about my face? A lot of people say that.”
“No.”
Su Zheyan didn’t explain, and didn’t continue the topic.
He held Chu Shici in his arms with one hand, and solemnly said in his ear: “You don’t need to change back, with me here, no one can hurt you.”
___
Chu Shici was still in a daze until he saw the city gate. He followed Su Zheyan, walking lightly, as if stepping on cotton.
While crocheting the sweater, the system poked its head to watch the excitement, [Ah Ci, wake up and you have arrived at the station.]
Chu Shici covered his beating heart, ‘He teased me.’
[I’m running out of drama, I can only squat by your side to eat candy every day. I thought the male lead was not good at talking, but in fact he is only holding back. If you keep at it, just kiss and let me enjoy the show.]
‘Yan-ge is a male lead without CP. There is no emotional drama in his life, and what happened this morning can prove it. His brain probably isn’t even wired for love. All he felt for me was pure comradeship. ‘
[So this is the phenomenon of a straight man who unintentionally teases a gay man? What an angsty route, I will eat it all.]
When they entered the city, the night market had just started. On both sides of the main street are stall owners busy setting up stalls. There are a few scattered customers on the street.
Among the five big and three rough criminals, two clean betas appeared, instantly attracting everyone’s attention.
Su Zheyan told Chu Shici that most of the alphas are normal, and the reason why the alphas on the Desolate Star make people feel a sense of distaste is because they were originally inhumane death row prisoners.
This was the first time Chu Shici appeared in front of criminals in human form.
Those eyes were glaring intensely, their gazes hot, as if they wanted to tear his clothes to shreds and swallow him alive.
Before they even speak, their eyes were full of insults, and their undisguised desire was clearly hanging on their faces.
Chu Shici was a little nauseated, Su Zheyan reached out and pulled him into his arms.
This action is to protect him, and it is also a declaration of possession.
Betas has no pheromones, and Su Zheyan only has a little saponin fragrance on his body.
But Chu Shici felt that this little bit of fragrance seemed to overwhelm the strong and rich pheromone of the surrounding alpha, which made his drowsy mind clearer.
The system was screaming ‘ohohoh!’*, Chu Shici covered his accelerating heart, took a deep breath and said, “Thank you Yan-ge, I’m much better. I can also fight, just go ahead, don’t worry about me.”
*(same. I ship them very much too ><)
Su Zheyan’s body froze, he withdrew his hand and ignored him, looking a little unhappy.
The system begins to teach Chu Shici a lesson, [You’re unbelievable, how could you? Let him hug you! Even if you don’t curl up in his arms crying yingyingying*, you should look up at him dependently. You are a coquettish 0, not a fierce 0, give him a sense of accomplishment as a hero to save the beauty.]
*(嘤嘤嘤 – very cute pitiful whining sound AHHAH very cliche too)
‘I’m afraid he will think I’m a hindrance…’
[Fuck, this is not what I want to see!]
Alpha criminals would not care about Beta’s declaration, they gathered around the two of them.
Ever since he refused to allow Chu Shici to transform back into a robot, Su Zheyan was ready to be surrounded.
Ah Ci is eager to be affirmed, he should stand proudly in the world instead of forcing him to turn back into a toy because of his fear or because the overall situation is unfavourable.
Just as Su Zheyan would not give up his gender in order to void the punishment, even if it was just an expedient measure.
Chu Shici drew out the cudgel* he had prepared in advance, and positioned his body in a defensive posture.
*(short stick)
He has bad legs and feet, but he is good at fighting.
Originally, he wanted to show Su Zheyan his true strength, but he didn’t find a chance to make a move.
The hero has already gone into a killing frenzy.
The reason was that an alpha took advantage of Su Zheyan’s unpreparedness and grabbed Chu Shici’s wrist to pull him away.
He was about to break the man’s arm with a stick, when Su Zheyan rushed over with red eyes. He raised the knife and dropped it, spattering Chu Shici’s face with blood.
Those blue eyes fell on his wrist, and when he saw the finger prints on it, Su Zheyan was completely provoked.
Chu Shici was pushed out of the battle by him, and stood on the side of the road with a stick doing nothing.
He found that Su Zheyan is very contradictory. He obviously didn’t like him, but his possessive desire for him was unbelievably strong. He couldn’t stand to see any traces on Chu Shici’s body that didn’t belong to him.
Fingerprints from being grabbed are already not good, let alone bruises from beatings.
Chu Shici watched the hero fight, surrounded by alphas, his blond hair was stained red with blood, but his blue eyes were filled with a breathtaking chill.
Chu Shici said to the system, ‘Yan-ge is so handsome and I love him so much.’
The system is knitting a hat with the rest of the wool, [Let me tell you, after he finishes the fight, you should flatter him well. Huddle close in his embrace like a little bird, raise your head and give him a kiss. If he avoids it, you can act as if nothing happened. If he doesn’t avoid it, then you would have earned it.]
Chu Shici bit his lower lip tightly and remained silent.
[What coquettish 0 are you? Coward.]
Chu Shi turned his head away from the fight, his gaze fell to one place and suddenly stopped.
The five-member team of Eternal Life Technology who had chatted with them outside the city before stood quietly in an alley not far away.
The leading man met his eyes, took off his mask and gave him a friendly smile. The appearance of an alpha is generally handsome, and the facial features of the man are soft, giving people a good first impression.
Chu Shici nodded to him and straightened up slightly.
The system poked its head to watch the excitement, [He smiled so softly, oh oh! At you! Ah Ci, is this Gong Er*?]
*(second gong)
‘He came here for Yan-ge, but not for his body. I don’t know what he wants to do, he’s here, let’s talk later. Help me keep an eye on my surroundings, so that no one can plot against me behind my back.’
The system didn’t even knit a hat anymore, and rubbed its hands while waiting to eat melons nervously.
The man held out his hand to Chu Shici, “Hi, I’m Liu Qinglong’s younger brother, Liu Yunzhuo. He told me that General Su spared his life back then, and I thank you very much.”
Chu Shici quickly looked him over, without shaking his hand. He patted Liu Yunzhuo on the shoulder, looking like a hooligan.
“I remember that the Liu Qinglong we met was a clone, so are you?”
Liu Yunzhuo smiled, “I’m not, but my brother’s clone is also my brother, and I have a good relationship with them.”
Chu Shici also smiled brightly. The two chatted while laughing, like friends who hadn’t seen each other for many years, and the atmosphere was unusually harmonious.
Liu Yunzhuo suddenly said: “There may not be heavy fog these days, you should be more careful in the city. No matter how strong General Su is, he is only one person, and he is no match for a long drawn-out battle. You have saved my brother, this is a debt I must repay. Tonight we will be staying in the city, have you found a room yet? How about staying together? If we stay in the same hotel, we can also take care of each other.”
He wasn’t too hesitant. After chatting with Chu Shici for a while more, he took the initiative to shoot at the crowd, trying to help Su Zheyan get out of his current predicament of being surrounded by alphas.
The alphas on the street had been cleaned up by Su Zheyan, and the combat team helped to finish them off.
Chu Shici thanked them, but Su Zheyan didn’t appreciate it.
He gave Liu Yunzhuo a fierce look, and said coldly in Chu Shici’s ear, “I’m fighting alphas in the front, and you are chatting with other men in the back. Ah Ci, you are really capable.”
After speaking, he grabbed Chu Shici’s wrist and dragged him into the nearest alley.
Chu Shici’s legs were inconvenient and he staggered as he was dragged along.
The two turned a corner, and Su Zheyan slammed him against the wall.
The system stopped knitting hats, and shouted in his mind, [Kiss! Kiss!]
Chu Shici became short of breath.
He didn’t know whether he liked Su Zheyan or not, but now his heart was beating so fast that he couldn’t calm down at all.
His mind was filled with calls from the system, Chu Shici was affected by the system, and subconsciously lowered his eyes.
He couldn’t tell what he was expecting, no one had ever loved him, and he didn’t expect others to fall in love with him.
He was at a loss.
Su Zheyan looked down at him, “You just smiled at him, what are you talking about?”
Chu Shici said softly: “Nothing important.”
“I don’t like it. You are not allowed to laugh with others in the future.”
Su Zheyan paused, his eyes averting to the side a little: “You look good when you smile, I don’t want others to see it. Alright, let’s find a place to stay first.”
After he said this, he turned around and walked away.
Chu Shici covered his chest and said to the system: ‘If he does this a few more times, my heart won’t be able to stand it.’
[I’ve already taken my pants off and you just show me this*? You feel inferior and he is proud, how long are you both going to delay the inevitable? If I were a person, I would have pushed both your heads to each other just now and asked you to kiss each other to death right here.]
*(Having expected something but did not get it in the end.)
‘…’
[I don’t care, the CP I follow must be real !!!]
Chu Shici didn’t pay attention to the system in his head, he grabbed Su Zheyan and said in a low voice, “Wait, Yan-ge, I still have something to do.”
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Split chapters because it is awfully long and right now even as I’m typing this, there’s a slight delay.
Update: 5 minutes later~
- After becoming enemies with the lord god
- Blog
- Completed
- Don't talk to me!
- Dropped
- Ghost Marriage
- Hunger Academy
- I opened a safe house in the Infinite Stream
- Notices
- Ongoing
- The Dragon Lord is Weak and Helpless but Has a Big Appetite [Interstellar]
- Want to ascend? Then fall in love.
- What can I do, I'm not human.
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